Sajak - Februari

Februari,

tak lama lagi akan pergi
tapi aku masih disini
bersama sang kekasih hati
setelah lama berjalan dalam sunyi

Untuk Ibu

bolehkah aku jatuh hati?
menetapkan sebagian cintaku untuknya
tak berniat mengganti kasihmu yang seluas samudra

bolehkah aku jatuh cinta?
membiarkan fikiranku melayang jauh tentangnya
membangun harapan
tanpa henti
bersama restumu tentu amat berarti

tetapi Ibu,
adakah ia menungguku
seperti engkau yang setia menantiku diambang pintu
adakah ia merinduku
seperti engkau saat ku tinggal merantau
adakah aku dalam doanya
seperti engkau senantiasa menyisipkan namaku
diantara denting tasbihmu saat menyebut Asma-Nya

salahkah aku menyimpan asa..
menjadi mendung kecil menutup mentari
menghalangi birunya langit kasihmu
mencoba menandingi luasnya samudra cintamu
kepada ia yang sedang menanti kekasih hatinya...





23/12/14

Lirik "One More Chance, One More To Go"

If I lose any more than this, will my heart be forgiven
How much pain before I can see you again
One more time, please don't change the season
One more time to the time when we fool around

When our path cross each other, I am always the first to turn
Making me indulge more in my selfish way
One more chance tripped by memories
One more chance we cannot choose our next place

I am always searching somewhere for you
The opposite station platform, the back alley window
Even though I know you won't be here
If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now
Betting and embracing everything
To show you there's nothing else I can do

Anybody should be fine if it was just to ease loneliness
Because the stars in the night sky seems like falling, I can't lie to myself
One more time, please dont' change the season
One more time to the time when we fool around

 I am always searching somewhere for you
Even at the intersection and dream
Even though I know you won't be here
If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now
A new morning, myself
and the "I love you" which I couldn't say

Summer's memory is revolving
The sudden disappearance of heart beat

I am always searching somewhere for you
At dawn's town, in Sakuragi-cho
Even though I know you won't come here
If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now
Betting and embracing everything
To show you there's nothing else I can do

 I am always searching somewhere for your fragment
At the destination's shop, At the corner of the newspaper
Even though I know you won't be there
If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now
A new morning, myself
And the "I love you" which I couldn't say

I always end up looking somewhere for your smile
At the railway crossing of the express train
Even though I know you won't be here
If life can be repeated, I'll go to you many times over
There's nothing else that I want
Nothing else is more important than you

Langit Lantai Tiga

Sejauh mata memandang hanya Jingga, biru, dan abu-abu
Semua warna berbaur dalam kuasaNya
Hal yang tak pernah bisa diciptakan oleh tangan-tangan penuh dosa

Dari lantai tiga aku melihat
Lapisan-lapisan lembut seperti kumpulan kapas
Bisakah aku terbang mendekatinya?
Bermain dengannya?
Atau mungkin tidur diantaranya.

Dari lantai tiga aku menyadari
Melihat langit serta membandingkan diri
Mungkin aku bisa melewatinya
Yah, hanya melesat dan melewatinya saja
Tanpa ada waktu untuk berhenti sejenak
Karena Sang Pemilik Warna itu memanggilku
Ia akan bertanya banyak hal
Ah.. andai aku bisa kembali
Akan ku cuci bersih jiwa penuh dosa ini

Rabu, 03 Desember 2014

terinspirasi saat memandang langit sore dari lantai tiga kantor

Not a Poem

What can I do even I miss you so bad?

This is not a poem,
it's just something  that come to my mind,
the stupid things. yes it is!

Nothing

Together with the soft mauve light in the afternoon
I mused alone
Whether poetry or what I type this ..
 Only two stanzas ..

Streaks smile on his face ..
Still prevail in my life ..

Saturday, 29 November 2014

Dear God

Dear God..
I have no words to describe how great You are
No matter how many mistakes that I've done
No matter how many times I forget You and ignore Your holy call..

You always forgive me again, again and again
You always with me
You never forsake me or leave me alone
You always find a way to draw my near to You..

Dear God..
I humbly ask You
Please wrap me with Your arms and never let me go away from You..

Dear the Almighty God..
I'm so grateful for this opportunity to have this conversation with You
Today I humbly submit myself to whatever You will is for me
And may it be as You will it to be
I'm eager to hear Your thoughts,
Your plans, Your words of advice and Your teachings for my life on this day
I humble myself before You, and submit myself to You
To honor and to glorify Your holy Name.

Dear God..
I humbly ask You,
Please speak to me My Lord
I'm listening
You are my God
The all Loving and all knowing..
And I love You..

Saturday, 29 November 2014